A little bit of vent. I've been feeling kind of depressed lately. My best friend is angry and has stopped talking to me about something I did a few months ago to save her from a very dangerous situation, and I've not talked to any friends in a while, leaving me feeling lonely. On top of that, I've been taking a class for work, and every time I open my mouth, I feel like I'm just exasperating people, making me feel less and less like participating. I come home and my mom wonders why I eat ("because I get hungry?"), and because of her constant reminding me not to eat so much, I'm slowly getting to a point where I'm not eating. Finally, the man I've been in love with for the past four years has decided that I'm not worth his time, and is chasing my friend, only ever noticing me when she's not around; it hurts more when he shows true concern over my problems, but that doesn't change the fact that he doesn't love me back. I snap at people and am often bitter and cold about everything, and my parents keep wondering why I'm acting the way I am.